April 25, 2007

Little babes

A little boy
Walking
1st days

I am out
Smoking
In my boxers

So curious
They r
At that age

'Slow down
Slow down'

Grandma & mom
Say chasing after

You will be saying that
For the rest of his life
I respond

We all laugh
Nervous laughter

As I smoke a cigerette
Out on the balcony
In my boxers

i don't get email & lookit i'm still alive
kelly ripa said this morning on live
breaking news i've decided we couldn't come 2 terms with abc
rosie o'donnell said this morning on the view
watch out for daytime tv
it kills

i'm listening to jonny mcgoverns podcast gay pimpin
jonny is in the big gay sketch show
i got it monday on itunes
funny shit

last week an unbearable tragity struck our country
as i thirty minutes into a workout watched disbelief
here we go again
i thought
2 myself

my roomate is moving out - well my charge
mixed emotions flood thru my head
i'm glad we can
be friends
again

life is overwhelming right now
when i write it...put it out there
i can breathe
and begin
again

peace

April 15, 2007

something new

why are things so fucking exciting
when they are new
butterflies
yo

he's in vegas
we talk nightly
100+ texts daily
it's all good
i keep telling
my skeptical brain
it is what it is

they met at the gym
her and him
thier age difference
daunting
it seems

he barely out of his teens
she was a teen in the 80s
but somehow thru drive
determination
will - call it what u may
they began to fall

his work - it seemed
would get in the way
although she somehow
looks way beyond it

they're on a break
to cool things off
r things really that hot
i asked
skeptical
me

i hope it works out
cuz life says it won't
ahh life
wtf does it know

they might be giants plays
instanbul not constantinople
happy fun tunes
i'm jammin 2day

map 72 hours of ur life
was the assignment
the ideas open
my mind surged

i'm doing trim n cleanse
its a colon cleanse system
and i use the bathroom
a ridiculous amount

so that's what i'm maping
in a bowl
with 3d "E"s
18 of them
painted brown

call it what you want
the butterflies
flicker
peace

April 11, 2007

sia sings

BREATHE ME (watch the music video below)
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere else to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

April 4, 2007

april fools

news to open with
i met someone
i know shocking
met in the oddest
of places
funny that

this time it's
something worth
talking about
talking is what
we do a lot

we are taking it slow
something new for me
it's healthy i reported
to an ageless friend
healthy isn't good
4 us
she retorted

sarcasm saves me
i am funny
this i know

real scares me
truth holds answers
some i'm afraid
2 find

tonight i wrote a note
to my 1st grade teach
30 years @ the job
a party to be held
as well it should

my mama asked me
2 contribute
how could i say no
so i put life aside
to write

it's funny how the words just come
when you sit down to reflect
and write something 2 someone
who changed your life
as all my teachers did

just found out a new friend
someone i know is 4 life
is going away
2 get help
on a problem
i know all 2 well

i wish her luck
send all my love
can only imagine
the uncertainty
unsatisfied
disappointment
she must feel

i will see her tom night
will give her a little gift
and wish her the best
make sure she knows
i love her
am rooting 4 her
i'm on her team
will be there
in every way
i can

i cannot save everybody
i said tonight
2 mama
on the phone

love and light
2 u all tonight
there is peace
4 a minute
in iran

April 2, 2007

the news

from jibjab.com
i love thier videos
check it