tonight i overextended myself
again...this i now know
i will do - in spite of all
its my mama or mamaw
but i will always
watch out for 'u'
its 4 life
a friend, sleeping beauty, ellen 4 sure
traveled over 1400 miles 2 move out...
just moved here & is overwhelmed
so i am doing 4 him
what i wished 1 had done 4 me
6 years ago
this is a very overwhelming city
i did not want 2 go out 2night
tired, dvd & delivery - a cocktail maybe
that was my idea of a good time
4 tonight
ellen didn't feel the same
so i overextended
doing 4 him
what i needed
when i was
in their spot
we went out, a friend's friend party
over 20 miles away...all freeways fyi
if u know this crazy place, thats huge
made a deal with my best bud
i am tired, i drive there u back
deal or no deal? deal he says
tired but out 2 b doing great
i maintained & had a blast
new friends meeting old...awesome
it's crazy knowing 2 unique soles so well
but them not knowing NEthing bout each other
the interaction is MAJOR
en route 2 the party old & new went in 2 store
me & papi waiting doing music & directions
new says about old scott u have no idea
i said, trust me i get it
cuz i know everything about old
crazy & unique is he...y i love
hours later - me maintaining
sober really in comparison
every1 having a good time
i am meeting 2 many characters
then a friend passes out
on the front lawn
4 reals
emergency mode i go
i will drive her
put her in bed
who wants in
old & a new say yes, new says no
i help old bud 2 my car
new stays to get new passed out
in the front lawn...yes i know
we pull up, off the lawn she comes
he disapears....i wait
something about him & i
there is some connection
when i feel...i act
i do not think
wait 4ever with 2 blasted friends
4 him thinking he will return
in spite of their chastising
eventually leave 2 drop off
get lost...no one is awake
long trip, woke roomie up..
took dog out, put 2 bed
caretaker much? that is me
eventually wait 2 long & decide
i must take care of me 4 once
and go home...back 2 the loft
mojo needs my help too...i recall
so here i am, hours later
fast food ordered and eaten
all by the sleepy beauty passed out
on my couch - bowie is blasting
i love my life
everyday is new
britney ironic video coming
better than the last
i'm obsessed
and i promise a new, much improved site
is on the way...cuz i am so into it
found out tonight what is up...
i am here & so u r...lurking they say
it's all good - someone is listening
so i will talk
peace 2 ur mother