September 26, 2007

i love katie couric

Everyone in this room would agree that people in this country were misled in terms of the rationale of this war. I’ve never understood why [invading Iraq] was so high on the administration’s agenda when terrorism was going on in Afghanistan and Pakistan and that [Iraq] had no true connection with al Qaeda.

WHOA! the press is finally taking a stand
a weak one at that, tues at a press dinner
but all the same SPEAK UP
wake up AMERICA
the time is now
we r the change
whatever that means

September 25, 2007

sometime the shit is good

horoscopes control my action
i do not always buy in 2 it
still live by over a dozen
some i check daily - like my biorhythm
via my cell phone...letting it go

some i r out of the way..ugg work..
like this one...
have 2 view my profile 2 c it, y?
facebook starting 2 annoying me:

A close relationship is likely to be riding an emotional whirlwind now. Today is best utilized for working towards a goal rather than creating or finishing one. Do not start anything new until you have completed your current projects. Letting go of your own agenda may give you the freedom you seek.

over & out
blind date
god speed

i heart beef brocoli

i've been up for over three hours
watching fast food nation
no wait...kid nation
i think - it's cbs

a new reality 4 reality tv
they take children, babies
to a deserted pioneer town
in new mexico or some shit
to fend for themselves

but don't worry children
the producers got u
took care of all the drama
before the bus left the station
i just feel sad watching it
yet am half-way thru

i just failed the security screening
to call into my bank
irregular activity
my accounts r frozen
i wanted 2 yell at the lady
i was 12 when i opened this account
i don't remember the bullshit answers
i probably made up

whales in africa, emb, shits blowing up
but i can't get thru 2 a gd bank
and say yes i know i drained my accounts
the money is back - let me spend it
i've relied on bank.com 4 too long
which let me tell u
ain't that reliable

the more i smoke, convinced it'll aid in a nap
more and more awake i become
why do we keep doing things
cuz we've convinced r selves
it's the 'right' do-able action
like the kid show, which im still watching

i think some beef broccoli left overs
will help my early morning nap
as i am far too tired
2 pick up a bite

September 19, 2007

pop life

working again is odd
on sets, writing
it comes and it goes
ebs & flows

thats a song
joni mitchell i think
she sings real life
only melodic always
she is

i have been up since 645
the fire has been re-lit
britney went out last night
i am obsessed with watching
that hot mess

chris crocker is funny
my friend is obsessed
so i watch in her shadow
and think there's a deep sadness
to being so entertained

oj is back in court
it makes me want tv again
it's 1993 all over again

i think i need a nap

September 16, 2007

its 4 life

tonight i overextended myself
again...this i now know
i will do - in spite of all
its my mama or mamaw
but i will always
watch out for 'u'
its 4 life

a friend, sleeping beauty, ellen 4 sure
traveled over 1400 miles 2 move out...
just moved here & is overwhelmed
so i am doing 4 him
what i wished 1 had done 4 me
6 years ago
this is a very overwhelming city

i did not want 2 go out 2night
tired, dvd & delivery - a cocktail maybe
that was my idea of a good time
4 tonight

ellen didn't feel the same
so i overextended
doing 4 him
what i needed
when i was
in their spot

we went out, a friend's friend party
over 20 miles away...all freeways fyi
if u know this crazy place, thats huge
made a deal with my best bud
i am tired, i drive there u back
deal or no deal? deal he says

tired but out 2 b doing great
i maintained & had a blast
new friends meeting old...awesome
it's crazy knowing 2 unique soles so well
but them not knowing NEthing bout each other
the interaction is MAJOR

en route 2 the party old & new went in 2 store
me & papi waiting doing music & directions
new says about old scott u have no idea
i said, trust me i get it
cuz i know everything about old
crazy & unique is he...y i love

hours later - me maintaining
sober really in comparison
every1 having a good time
i am meeting 2 many characters
then a friend passes out
on the front lawn
4 reals

emergency mode i go
i will drive her
put her in bed
who wants in

old & a new say yes, new says no
i help old bud 2 my car
new stays to get new passed out
in the front lawn...yes i know
we pull up, off the lawn she comes
he disapears....i wait

something about him & i
there is some connection
when i feel...i act
i do not think

wait 4ever with 2 blasted friends
4 him thinking he will return
in spite of their chastising
eventually leave 2 drop off
get lost...no one is awake
long trip, woke roomie up..
took dog out, put 2 bed
caretaker much? that is me

eventually wait 2 long & decide
i must take care of me 4 once
and go home...back 2 the loft
mojo needs my help too...i recall

so here i am, hours later
fast food ordered and eaten
all by the sleepy beauty passed out
on my couch - bowie is blasting
i love my life
everyday is new

britney ironic video coming
better than the last
i'm obsessed

and i promise a new, much improved site
is on the way...cuz i am so into it
found out tonight what is up...
i am here & so u r...lurking they say
it's all good - someone is listening
so i will talk

peace 2 ur mother

September 12, 2007

just another tuesday

kellyann on the real world
i can so relate
whatever yung or frued said
the things about others
that make us furious
are things about us
we cannot confront

bad quote...i know
but it's so true
kel tonight
i cannot commit
to anything

i cannot commit to a tatoo
i cannot commit to a career
i cannot commit to a fucking paper
due yesterday, fyi

if u get happy serious
u get sad serious
oh my god
that shit hit my core

life moves on
as do the tides
my horoscope says
everything should be
a ok

but i am here
in turmoil
as is
the story of my life

britney oh my
love 2 u & urs
my friend
i know i've said mean things
in the past 2 u
but i love u
u will get thru ur shit
as will i

whatever i am going thru right now
is exactly what i need to grow
i keep reminding myself this
daily

September 6, 2007

come play with me

i made a vow 2 me
write everyday
i will start on the site
as my comedy notebook
and mac journal
are tireless lately

comments are on
people are out there
who r u
come play!

big big news
i can't yet say
march 2008
u r gona want 2
come 2 LA
check it!

peace

September 5, 2007

anthony got kicked off

fat march, have you seen that show?
the title is true
yes he weighs more 0's than i did
at my fighting weight

but i decided to take a stand
and make a change
10 years before
he did

i root for Anthony
caddy, immature,
and at times a bitch
but Anthony
i am with u

blogger corrects the spelling of his name
i need a new service
any ideas?
comments r back on
please leave 'em
i had 247 views
this week

back to fat camp
when did abc become the gay channel
and then chastise & hang rosie o?
abc family too...i watch some
kyle xy & greek
both

i just logged in to put up a new button
days later blog forgot
COMMENTS ARE ON
WHO IS OUT THERE?
say hi

september 15th 2007 - be proactive
stand up and so NO!!!!
fuck that scream it

the helacious damage our government has done
as most sat by, and did not report
has gone on far too long
my friends

a good friend just moved here
the rest of the austin trififeca
is in my life again...
i am more centered than i have ever been

September 4, 2007

i could have been anthony

fat march, have you seen that show?
the title is true
yes he weighs more 0's than i did
at my fighting weight

but i decided to take a stand
and make a change
10 years before
he did

i root for Anthony
caddy, immature,
and at times a bitch
but Anthony
i am with u

blogger corrects the spelling of his name
i need a new service
any ideas?
comments r back on
please leave 'em
i had 247 views
this week

back to fat camp
when did abc become the gay channel
and then chastise & hang rosie o?
abc family too...i watch some
kyle xy & greek
both

i just logged in to put up a new button
days later blog forgot
COMMENTS ARE ON
WHO IS OUT THERE?
say hi

september 15th 2007 - be proactive
stand up and so NO!!!!
fuck that scream it

the helacious damage our government has done
as most sat by, and did not report
has gone on far too long
my friends

a good friend just moved here
the rest of the austin trififeca
is in my life again...
i am more centered than i have ever been