depression

It is such a scary beast, this whole depression thing. I mean the mother fucker just creeps up on your ass when you least expect it. And like a storm cloud out of no where...you're lost. You've got there into the abiss. When you're in it, you are fuckin in the shit. You see no light at the end of the tunnel. No hope flickers in your mind when your psyche, seems like your soul too, have taken you on a trip to the underworld. Also like a storm, it can be a mild shower or torential down poor -- and you don't have one god damn say in the matter. However, just like a storm it can all of a sudden be lifted. Sometimes its easy, the company of a good friend, a movie, a book, a period of hardcore work outs, anything can snap one of out it -- if you're willing. The one question remains...are you?

In the span of less than twelve hours...i just found out a 3 month old baby suddenly left the world...and another new born baby girl a friend blessidly delivers...life.