the f bomb

so its all over the news
the dude on greys
homophobe
sad in 2007
maybe

then i'm on myspace
deleting the shirtless and myspace whores
from my friends list
when u have 300 friends
and don't know 1/4 as many people
somethings up

run across some old 'friends'
from high school
texas

guess the comments they're leaving 4 each other
ur gay. no ur gay. ur a fag. no ur a queer.
grow up boys...get comfortable in ur own skin
we r who we r
guess what
sometimes we're wrong
sometimes we're right
deal

oh yea and don't call me
peace

enuf is enuf

don't know the website
from the promo
on this video
who gives a fuck
stand up
speak out
peace

Blogger Lane Hudson reports from the anti-war rally in DC over the weekend: "The most striking thing that I noticed was the diversity of people present. Young and old, rich and poor, all kinds of races and cultures, and liberals and moderates. Heck, maybe there were even a few Republicans present! (I did see a fur coat!) These are the faces of our progressive movement. We are like herding cats, yet we always manage to come together for a cause. Not everyone there had the same opinions on the war. We didn't all agree with every speaker. But, we all agree on one thing. We need a change of course on Iraq policy."

loving pink

i will continue to post these lyrics
and video of her singing this song
amazing
all around

random shots, random strangers

this is all a hypothetical
for anyone reading this
and wishing to sue
sorry 4 last night

here's my advice to everyone
do not take random shots
from even more random strangers
it's a bad idea

it may lead you to say
making out with 1 girl
at the table in front of ur friends
while umm doing more than that
in the bathroom
with some other girl
of who u don't recall

all of this accomplished mind you
while everyone thinks ur gay
seriously tho
if i was a breeder
i would get ass
left and right\
go team!

fifty percent

last night b4 walking mojo
i could only seem 2 find 1/2
of everything iw as looking 4
a dirty pair of adidas pants
the clean ones missing
one sandal, the other who knows

do u ever have days like that
i have months personally
where u can only seem to
find, do, see half of what u should

like today for example
i have 2 write an insurance check
how much is in my checking account
half the funds

i think i may be in love, new crush of the day
been seein' a lot of sophia bush wow all i can say
got a new movie 4 which she's doing all sorts of press
feel like i've heard of her, no idea who she was
maybe she dated britney

speaking of hollywood
isaah washington
checked into rehab
2day
taking a page out of the mel gibson pr book

hatred is inbread
has nothing 2 do
with alcohol
drugs

only makes it easier
2 utter ur truth
love urself
i say
n the rest will follow

i just read a bunch of studies, fyi
about gay people and thier own homophobia
fascinating stuff
google it

i'm supposed to be paying attention...

dinner tonight

im out of paper plates
left over chineese
in a platic cup
from some party
i had god knows when
life is good
in case u r curious

i'm in

yesterday on her website
hillary clinton announced
she's in
4 2008

forming an exploratory comitee
standard garb
lets start the movement now
she's gotta win in 08

new america
here we come

hillaryclinton.com
for more info

stupid boys

what is it about us
the male generation
as a whole
i do the same shit
i get upset with
we just don't think

one second boys make u feel higher
than any drug could possibly do
the next second u want to kill them
2 second attention span
maybe thats to blame

constantly trying to remind myself
in spite of it all
that sometimes its ok
to just be
not think, feel, say anything
just be
and know the solution will manifest itself

a new years resolution
to find possitive in everything
this shit is hard
today tho i'm grateful
4 stupid boys

another reason not to watch american idol

what the fuck?

the walk

new years resolution
every day create
something

each day i'm lucky enough
to breathe, live, be
i have something i can say
was done by me

tonight
paint
was the medium
of choice

i've been painting a lot
my artist buddies
the pros
always tell me
they run out of canvas
i run out of paint
constantly

if a little is good
a lot is better
my motto
it works
4 me

everynight i walk the pug
around the streets of htown
why has it become second nature
for me to check 4 sleeping people

each time we round the corner
to one of the various plots of dirt
he does his buisness
and i prentend not to notice
ahhh life

tonight the man in the van
he lives there i'm sure
parked on the streets of
hollywood

he was abscent
who knows where
i missed his van
and him

odd
don't ya
think

chris

today i hung out with
dum dums who wouldn't
give me gum gum
for my my yum yum
truth from the mouth
of babes

tonight i cry
for all of those
lost theirs lives
in the war
serving for us
to protect
what r president
says it
right

the other night
i met a sailor
in the navy
who served
5 years
35000 he joked
was a lot
4 5 yrs srvcs
he said
dude i played playstation
6 hours a day

i said no you risked your life
everyday for us
u r a hero
he could not
take it
i could not handle
the heroism
in front me

u r too much
someone said 2 me
tonight
u r too intence
fuck u
i responded
i am real
i am honest
i am me

deal or no deal
that is the question
i say deal
lets go

tonite

i am up
still
2 hrs after
being home
full of
something
energy
says 2 much

today
a friend
w/ good heart
called me
wants 2 hang
soon
good intentions
i think
my buddy
i barely know
but pretend 2

i am painting
only red
modge podge
random things
and red
all shades
all colors
red
red
red

i met someone
knows much
i know
seems mad cool
blondy
big nose
which i love
such personality
to the moon

a random
inbreeder
at ew
i've known
sometime
fucks me up
not just me
others 2
is he real
authentic self
or just a facade

met up with another
random now friend
real friend
real soul
real life
this chick
from the south
sooo cute
so me
i love
but yet 2
know

a good friend
fuck that
a best friend
i'm pissed with
pissed maybe not
confused
mixed messages
oy vey as they say

life is a cluster fuck
you either deal
and live
or jump ship
both seem
like options
2 me
daily

what's that about?

a new year

i want to write about
december in iraq
deadliest month yet
ironic don't ya think

i want to write about
a new year
new beginnings
new closure
a breath of fresh air

i want to talk about
oprah's new school
way to go -- seriously
but the token white girl
in the photo op
are you 4 real
someone
better be
fired

but i don't have it in me
tonight is dark 4 me
sadness and gloom
perishes all

do not fret
i say 2 myself
this too shall pass

tommorow springs anew

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Predictions for 2007 (not mine)

Aries
You'll have lots of support if you choose to go back to school to get a degree or pursue any education in one form or another. Your reputation is strong and growing. Because of that, you will win more respect from people in positions of authority. You'll grow spiritually this year, possible expanding your beliefs and philosophies. In other words, you broaden your view. Travel is also highly favored, especially to foreign places. Expect to find luck through culturally diverse endeavors and with people of different backgrounds. Legally, things should go very well if you are involved in any matters of the sort. If you hope to publish a book or launch a teaching career, consider 2007, the year to accomplish these things. With Jupiter touring the fellow fire sign, Sagittarius, Aries will benefit from its positive energy. All in all 2007, looks like a pretty darn good year!

Taurus
You'll be super busy working toward career goals that you've set for yourself early in the year. There's a possible job change coming before spring. This should help your financial outlook with better benefits and perks in store too. You'll deal with family matters and concerns until September, at which point, your attention will focus solely on one child who is having difficulties or you could choose to have children. March's eclipse in Virgo could invite a new romance or a necessary change in a current relationship. In August, a change in personal income is likely, By October, the travel bug bites. Beginning then and for the next six months, you could hit the open road, making memorable vacations. Saturn will keep you busy tending to home fires, pulling you between work responsibilities and family concerns. But it's not a bad year if you're willing to take the opportunities that come your way.

Gemini
Love is no stranger this year as lucky Jupiter brings you with lots of opportunity for romance. Cupid's in your corner now and through April and then again August through December. Your finances look great too, especially come October. You may spend some of your new money on a home or furnishings for your current place. Be on the look out for car problems and make sure to do maintenance work if needed. In September, many Gemini will consider moving or remodeling their digs. A spring eclipse brings an opportunity for changes on the career front. This may be unsettling at first but prove to be quite beneficial. As mentioned, 2007 is wonderful for love and relationships of all kinds. Make a point to meet new people. You'll feel truly blessed by the wonderful folks in your life; old and new. A delightful year; especially the first eight months.

Cancer
Money will continue to be tight for the first eight months of 2007. Heavy Saturn leaves your second solar house after that; meaning the financial chokehold you've been dealing with the past two years, will dissolve. Work opportunities look promising, especially if you are in the service industry fields. You'll find that you truly enjoy your coworkers too. Your health looks great but there is a tendency to put weight on easily. This year, you could also see an ex lover come back into your life. It's up to you to decide if he/she is worth a second chance. Travel looks wonderful in the spring and fall. Summertime provides you with a wonderful opportunity to explore personal hopes and wishes. You'll continue to work toward many goals and could see a few materialize by mid year. 2007 is all about your external world and how it can benefit you.

Leo
The good news? Karmic taskmaster Saturn leaves your sign on September 9th and won't return for thirty years. Yea, the last two years have been quite interesting and for many Leos, very challenging. But there is a big reward coming for all of your patience and perseverance after September when the tides turn in your favor. However, you will need to become much more diligent about finances. The other good news is that a Jupiter trine to your sun sign, makes life quite a bit easier than it has been. Your love life shines and your have wonderful opportunities to build strong relationships. Many Lions will feel a renewed sense of optimism. May though August provides a career opportunity that should be considered. 2007 will bring a welcome relief to the past trying circumstances. It's much happier year than the past two.

Virgo
The first nine months of 2007 should be spent getting your life in perfect order. In other words; get rid of what you don't need; people and habits that are holding you back and dragging you down. By September, when taskmaster Saturn comes to visit for over two years, you will have an easier time if you have already done your homework. The fall of 2007 brings with it, a serious tone, one that forces Virgos to make the most of their lives. Sometimes that means letting go of what we think we desperately need but really don't. Opportunities arise to relocate, sell your home, move or buy new property. Finances will be so-so but there's great money deals to be made this May and June. Late summer, brings a new job or just extra responsibilities with your current one. But Virgo needs to hold on tight! 2007 could bring a mixed bag of blessings!

Libra
Bottom line....you will be very busy in 2007. Most of your time will spend running lots of errands, answering and returning calls and inquiries and planning fun, little trips. You may buy a new car as well. There could be some challenges within your social circle as you decide who's a true friend and who isn't. The spring eclipses could bring about a work change or at the very least, a change in the people you work around. There may be new neighbors moving in down the street. Financial matters require your utmost attention in February, May and October. New love affairs are favored early in the year and also around mid May and early June. Married? Things could be a little rocky in late spring but things flow easier by October. October 2007 through March of 2008 brings an exciting career opportunity. Keep a positive attitude about everything. And remember whatever you put out, comes back to you threefold....so only send out positive vibes.

Scorpio
The new year offers you chance to spend a lot of money, make a lot of money and increase your net worth...but maybe your debt load too. It's your choice, Scorpio, as to how you will use the abundant Jupiter energy that comes your way. Financial matters overall, should go well. You should be asking for a raise or if you own a business, raise your prices. Work hard on the job front because your efforts will pay off after September. You are laying strong foundations. Travel looks great in late February. March brings the opportunity to socialize with some fabulous new friends. It could also bring in a new love affair that's too hot too cool down. Summer is a great time to make a commitment to someone or spend a romantic vacation with the lover of your dreams. In August, you'll be diligent about paying down debt. Yes, it‘s a wonderful year for money. And usually when there's less stress about finances, many other areas of our lives seem to flow easier.

Sagittarius
This could be the biggest and best year ever! Jupiter the planet of god luck and abundance visits your sun sign until December 18, 2007. This is a year of growth and happiness. Your luckiest cycles fall between now and April and then again between August and December. Career options come especially around March and September. Your love life is hot in the late spring and early summer. Money matters are much better and the cash continues to flow into 2008. You can choose to sit back and enjoy this positive cosmic energy or get out there and work with it, pushing it along, making your far fetched goals a reality. Which will you do? It'll be an amazing year if you don't allow yourself to get too lazy and content with the status quo.

Capricorn
Consider 2007, a special time for reflective meditation and growth. You are in a good period for people to come back into your life and "reconnect". You'll have an immense amount of hidden support this new year . March brings good news money-wise while April could find you spending a little extra on a road trip or new car. Mid spring is a great time to remodel or move. Your love life looks fabulous from October onward. If you're hoping to meet a new love, you could fall head over heels for someone in late June or early July. The job forecast doesn't show much opportunity for change except around the full moon in April and possibly in late September. But overall 2007 is a solid, productive year as long as you're working toward future goals. Expect them to manifest in 2008.

Aquarius
It's who you know this year that will help you get ahead. For most of 2007, you'll feel very social and carefree. However, there may still be some lingering doubts about a certain relationship until September, at which time you move forward or call it quits. New love is on the horizon in June and July. Your work aspects are favorable in May, especially if you're wiling to take charge in a new position or change fields entirely. It's quite possible you will also see a change in the front office too. Money comes in and goes out. But what's new? Travel is best around autumn, when you'll feel less stressed about a relationship and can really relax. September, things look brighter and better than ever.

Pisces
Two eclipses will affect you this year and they are bound to create remarkable changes in your life. Your career is at a high point in 2007. Don't stop until you've reached the top! Anything is possible now on the job front. Get your relationship issues ironed out before September 7th, at which time Saturn will oppose your sign and make things more difficult to deal with. Money is decent. In fact, there are quite a few opportunities if you are wiling to take risks, that will enhance cash flow. The home front looks and cozy in June and December. Love is no stranger in July or October but be sure tell your partner exactly what you need and expect form the relationship

2007

tonight
i cooked
4 friends
love
start
the new year
right

i'm sitting now
with my pug
snuggling
blogging
inspired

was reading
what is
'courtney love's'
new year's resolutions
how powerful
is this one

have fantastic sex with commitment and honour with someone whoo treats me as i deserve and dont give my power away

peace and love to all in the new year