tonite

i am up
still
2 hrs after
being home
full of
something
energy
says 2 much

today
a friend
w/ good heart
called me
wants 2 hang
soon
good intentions
i think
my buddy
i barely know
but pretend 2

i am painting
only red
modge podge
random things
and red
all shades
all colors
red
red
red

i met someone
knows much
i know
seems mad cool
blondy
big nose
which i love
such personality
to the moon

a random
inbreeder
at ew
i've known
sometime
fucks me up
not just me
others 2
is he real
authentic self
or just a facade

met up with another
random now friend
real friend
real soul
real life
this chick
from the south
sooo cute
so me
i love
but yet 2
know

a good friend
fuck that
a best friend
i'm pissed with
pissed maybe not
confused
mixed messages
oy vey as they say

life is a cluster fuck
you either deal
and live
or jump ship
both seem
like options
2 me
daily

what's that about?