blogging today from the balcony
of the 'presidential' suite
at the belmont in 'lovely' oak cliff
a suburb south of dallas
i have learned
kanye blasts on the ipod dock
he is all good in my book
artist thru & thru
so sad to loose ur mom
i can only imagine
peace 2 u
backwards a few steps
arrived here yesterday
after spending 3 days
driving from hollywood
a friend of who i am so fond
needed a co-pilot
on her trek home
it's funny how in stressful situations
we all act & react in different ways
all of which are typically extreme
i sure as hell know mine are
what don't i do 2 the extreme
mama is out of town this weekend
and doesn't want me 2 stay
with this & the trip stress
i figured - inexpensive, cool hotel
google i love
arrived late to learn they had overbooked
& i had been upgraded to this room
give & ye shall receive
they say
and i try to believe
total WOW moment
4 me
so here i am while friends r working
others ignoring my communication
a practice in which i am familiar
but now more conscious of the feeling
2 b on the other end
and me...i'm having the time of my life
just took a soak in my private hot tub
with a stunning view that feels unworthy
2 me - swamp kid - u get it
in this situation a few years back
me being here would bring up
such a different side
all darkness - which i'm learning
is no good
being here i count my blessings
feel destined to exist & succeed
my door is open
light is poring in
