big year in 2008

tomorrow - everything is tomorrow
on prison break - my xmas 07 show
each year i get a show on dvd
over the holidays i watch it all
from start to finish
everything is tomorrow
on that show

tomorrow
it looks like
that is the case
a new look for
me @ scottiscool.net

i did it myself
lil help from my friends
developing what i wanted
became a nuisance
as everything i needed
could be done thru iweb

i watched two weeks last night
3 times in a row till past 6am
after a difficult night
of facing what's
been right in front of my face
this whole time

i knew watching it I would emote
which was a necessity
not in a bad way
just as the facts
i had to face

happy new year, new beginnings to u all
i hope u will surround urself with what u love
i will be doing more of the same
with those i feel strongest affinity for
and my new mel - what is it with me & names

change is hard
as is being away
from those u love most
but we all must choice
i move forward - what about u

here's to so much more in '08
bigger & brighter
thats what i feel

harvey whitney is over
and i am bored
of course

found jklproductions on utube
hillarious - i love these kids
but can't figure out their myspace
or myspace in general

pug & i are going to the pool
to chill....

freedom via fashion thru fitness

so now that the holidays are here
i'm becoming engrossed in blog world
as i'm trying to look forward
think ahead
2008, baby!

so i happen upon SUSANPOWDERONLINE.COM
long story as to how
it's the why that matters

so when i was like 7 or 8 or 16
my mom was obsessed with this trainer
i don't know if she did it solo
or with her ladies who lunch
stitch 'n bitch

anyway this lady lost over 100lbs
and opened a gym in dallas or plano
for some reason plano & mama
r always connected
to me

so one day i can't remember
she either took me to bootcamp
or i was watching or i don't know
but i met / experienced susan
my kid brain couldn't deal
i thought she was the anti-christ

still to this day my fealings of loathing
for her at that time r engraved
i wonder if it was her over the topness
or her doing goodness
but little fat, lost boy me
wanted out

so here i am
researching blogs
we r growing
at a snails pace
but its' gona be awesome

end up on susan's new site
& i am addicted
it's so the feel of what
i want 4 scottiscool.net
her being her, in her element
rocks my socks off

although 4 me more fashion & freedom
with a little fitness & pink hair
mixed in to spruce things up

step into my world baby
u don't like it
click off

check it...

spirits up

havoc & nanny diaries
2 very different films
both excellent
in everyway

its funny how a movie or 2
and a good cd
songs of mass destruction
annie - google it
can change everything

life is good
reality is harsh
but if we don't climb
da moguls
life is just a breeze..

peace peeps!!!!!!

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write now

writing comedy is hard
all u have to do is
take what you know
your observations
your truth

then u spin or whatever
to make it universally understood
time and time again
advice i've received
from those i see
as seasoned pros

it's easier when your unknown - less access to ur truth
bullshit

because all i know right now is not funny
loneliness
isolation
depression
lack of drive
..motivation
..direction

despair dare i say
is what is known
2 me
right now

long awaited check arrived
last week - a hold
banks make no sense to me
almost 3k - a lot of dough
in my world

paycheck for some random whatever
long past due - it'll clear in 7 days
i thought as i left the bank
angry i did not receive a cashiers check
per my request

it's the holiday season - i'm not working
so i spent...like it would be there
funds on the way - no need to worry
yesterday the check cleared
2day my bank just called
it bounced

and i'm in the hold a whopping 200 bucks
happy merry fucking christmas to me
a big fat negative red says boa.com
although my savings account oddly has
$14.27

taking money out of my 'portfolio'
pathetic to even call it that
would cost me more than i'd gain
when this mess gets sorted out
at the start of the new year

so here i sit - trying to find my truth
thinking to myself thank god
groceries, dry cleaning, & pharmacy
were all on my to do yesterday

wishing i hadn't gone out for a drink
with friends last night
as i wasn't feeling it
and now that $20 cash
makes my money drawer
emptier

i think i got something...

without fail, same time every year

so it is upon us again
the season of holly
joy to the motherfucking
world

ok a little bitter & vain
perhaps but stress
is on the rise
here

school is over for me-
distance in the rear view mirror
last paper i will ever write -
complete

my phone rings...
someone from the past...
i pass

so school - finito
my parents seem nill of joy
as am i
lesson folks...
do what u want
not what others
want 4 u

the holiday season approaches
i know this so much as my gift idea
keeps me up at nights
enjoy ur gifts people
it ain't happening again



the first unexpected box arrived today
should I wait or not
of course i did not
and thank fully so

as a generous box set
was coldly presented
inside
hours upon hours
of entertainment
4 me this year

i've gone arry...

may or may not be

just off the plane
from the trip
talked into going out
DO NOT threaten me
with a good time
damn u

friends in town,
any excuse
really

a holiday dedicated 2 me
coming up - working out
breathing, living, loving
see how long i last

also check joey being a jerk!!
on utube or myspace
i need a better system
& a cold beer...

if only

dexter

so tonight I'm home
catching up
on life
on dexter

ep 10 now - so f'in good
destraction nessisary
as we approach
the 7th inning

next week I've said
till I'm blue in the face
we don't always see I 2 I
$ & I

excuse my beauty
is happening
either way
We..no I decide 2 go
It's on! Bring it!

totally cool

utube + flip = awesome

the player is back
bug attacks
new blog is on slight hold
as beauty takes preference
right now
peace
....