great sunday

so i spent the day with
my trainer slash friend
fuck that she's my sister
started out with a workout
kicked my ever growing ass

we hung until just now
went to coffee bean
went to coral tree
my favorite resteraunt

i dropped her 2 get her hair done
went and took a shower
and back to her house
2 watch TV which i don't have

picked her up soon after
went to whole foods
and bristol farms
4 ingredents 4 dinner
which she cooked
love that

we met a big time director
on the way home
a friends dad
or something like that
he was kinda creepy
in a oddly good way
if that makes sense

north korea says
nucleur bomb tests
were a success
oy fuckin' vey
here we go america...

Today I had a workout
Hardcore styke yo
Lunch afterwards
Saw a familiar face

Interupted a lunch date
Had a good talk
Afterwards my date
Tells me it was an oscar winner
I did not notice was
My familiars date
Uggggg

Saw a good friend
Whom I love
Suffering with
Aweful medical condition
Her light shown brite
Still...sick...all lite

Tonite a dinner
With a good bud
I love her 2
Spent 2 much
Story of my life

I'm watching nip/tuck
Season 4....Eps 4, 5, 6
I have good friends
Preview of next week

Life is good
4 drama

whats wrong with oprah

life! truth! honesty!
and she can't deal

smells

Isn't it wierd how sense memory is so potent
Nrutrogenia hand cream scented of course
I use this shit obsessively...bc of the smell
My mamaw used it...evertime I put it on
I think of her and how beautiful she was
Were talking about a beauty deeper than looks
An inner beauty...a strong, stoic broad she was
Neutrogena hand cream...expensive yes
But totally a bargin deal 4 what it brings 2 me

I'm watching the lake house
With sandy b from austin
I met her once...twice
Briefly but intreging
This film...not so much
Its concept
Communication
Past and future
Is fascinating 2 my core
Str8nge

loving john mayer right now

ok so i'm decands behind
when it comes 2 pop music
but i'm in love with
john mayer and this song
call me what u want
check it out -- i loves it

depression

It is such a scary beast, this whole depression thing. I mean the mother fucker just creeps up on your ass when you least expect it. And like a storm cloud out of no where...you're lost. You've got there into the abiss. When you're in it, you are fuckin in the shit. You see no light at the end of the tunnel. No hope flickers in your mind when your psyche, seems like your soul too, have taken you on a trip to the underworld. Also like a storm, it can be a mild shower or torential down poor -- and you don't have one god damn say in the matter. However, just like a storm it can all of a sudden be lifted. Sometimes its easy, the company of a good friend, a movie, a book, a period of hardcore work outs, anything can snap one of out it -- if you're willing. The one question remains...are you?

In the span of less than twelve hours...i just found out a 3 month old baby suddenly left the world...and another new born baby girl a friend blessidly delivers...life.

mundane

ok so did i tell you
i canceled my tv
months ago
yet when i get 2 a tv
i go crazy

tonight the bachelor
why is this show good
i haven't watched 'em all
but i've watch certain seasons
all addicted...all "good"

kfed is shooting a video
right now outside my window
bright lights, loud music
i just want 2 sleep

u want him my friend responds
when i tell her about the loud shoot
i'd rather sleep with Brittany i reply
eeewww gross she responds wtf

tv/media is addicting... seductive
you won't want 2 care
but still it attacks
responds 2 me

the news
rain in LA
deadly doggy biscuit
why the fuck
do i watch this
shizz

peace ya'll

the monday's

another shooting today
32 yr old milk truck driver
held hostage a dozen girls
at an amish school in PA
they said six were dead
when i heard the story
now they say four
regardless the #
sad

speaking of sad
i just finished watching
the house of carters
from last night
on E! wow

today was my first day back
the first day back sucks ass
it's a given, should b a law
always expectations going in
always ends up sucking ass

mark foley
scandal
plays out
b4 our eyes
so tragic

people still doubt me
every-time i swear
its the conservatives
with the biggest skeletons
in their closet
i know
i was raised among them

i just logged onto my myspace
haven't been on in a few days
i had 10x any many friend requests
now that i put my real age
and made the profile private
something's fishy here, tom ol buddy
he's been my friend since day 1
i'm sure he stays up 2 date with my site