tonight i watched
cynthia mcfafden
with the outsiders
i relate
on so many levels
addictions
is a bitch
i saw ellen
on the oscars
bravo
way 2 go
she rocks
my world
like a
country
girl
my obsession
with spacing
and imcomplete
sentences
its a blog
thing
i'm getting into this
doing research
on world of warcraft
or witchraft
wow
this crazy
game
people
r
addicted
crazy
u
tell me
peace out
rosie odonel says
each day on the rosie show
i mean the view
wasn't it
take a little
time
2 enjoy the view?
now it's peace out
ya'll
February 27, 2007
February 22, 2007
February 21, 2007
four hundred seventeen
that is the number of visits to my website since the new year. it's kind of an astonoshing number, almost makes me want to turn commenting on so i can see who you all are. but then i rethink that. i like having my own little world. where i can post whatever comes to mind and know that strangers are reading it for one reason or not. i like to think people relate to something i said, or search something and up i pop. but god knows how people find this site and come back to check it. all i know is i'm happy you're here and welcome!
my horoscope today was spot on, a trippism. it's frightening to me how on point that kind of stuff is. i've been going through the ringer lately. stress, stress, and more stress. who knew being an adult would be so much work? not me. that much i can tell you.
in less than a month, i have a scarey birthday coming up. for some reason i am deathly terrified of turning 25. i know what most are thinking -- 25 you have got to be fucking kidding me. ok maybe my grandma left out the fucking; who am i kidding grandma has a computer but she sure as hell isn't wasting her time on my website. if and when she does i know i'll hear about it. let's just hope she took her heart medication that day.
there's a new thing on here i've just noticed, i can label my posts. other blogs do it. i can barely title my ramblings. don't look for labels anytime soon.
i've been blocked, for almost three weeks now. i used to write jokes everyday. i haven't written or attempted in three weeks. somethings up..that much i can confirm to you. could be the end of the quarter and the hellacious amount of writing that comes with it. could be my lazy ass needs to motivate.
I AM A SMART ASS
SARCASTIC
CYNICAL
BITING
WITTY AT TIMES
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
ALWAYS WILL BE
ok felt i had to put that out there.
big surprises coming up for someone i love.
look out
my horoscope today was spot on, a trippism. it's frightening to me how on point that kind of stuff is. i've been going through the ringer lately. stress, stress, and more stress. who knew being an adult would be so much work? not me. that much i can tell you.
in less than a month, i have a scarey birthday coming up. for some reason i am deathly terrified of turning 25. i know what most are thinking -- 25 you have got to be fucking kidding me. ok maybe my grandma left out the fucking; who am i kidding grandma has a computer but she sure as hell isn't wasting her time on my website. if and when she does i know i'll hear about it. let's just hope she took her heart medication that day.
there's a new thing on here i've just noticed, i can label my posts. other blogs do it. i can barely title my ramblings. don't look for labels anytime soon.
i've been blocked, for almost three weeks now. i used to write jokes everyday. i haven't written or attempted in three weeks. somethings up..that much i can confirm to you. could be the end of the quarter and the hellacious amount of writing that comes with it. could be my lazy ass needs to motivate.
I AM A SMART ASS
SARCASTIC
CYNICAL
BITING
WITTY AT TIMES
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
ALWAYS WILL BE
ok felt i had to put that out there.
big surprises coming up for someone i love.
look out
February 18, 2007
change
why is change so hard
tonight friends over
some new, some old
we tried to break rules
rules are put in place
4 a reason
new living situation
it's hard & sucks
u try to respect
space
time
heals
all
someitmes i feel like
all i do is give
give
give
give
but i can not help but ask
when is it my time
to be given to
to take
ro ruined a custom piece
expensive i can't stop thinking
replacable
but isn't it all
jt is blarin' on my itunes
itunes - i hate it
did i mention that
the song holds meaning
deeper meaning that i know
what goes around
comes around
whens it my turn
tonight friends over
some new, some old
we tried to break rules
rules are put in place
4 a reason
new living situation
it's hard & sucks
u try to respect
space
time
heals
all
someitmes i feel like
all i do is give
give
give
give
but i can not help but ask
when is it my time
to be given to
to take
ro ruined a custom piece
expensive i can't stop thinking
replacable
but isn't it all
jt is blarin' on my itunes
itunes - i hate it
did i mention that
the song holds meaning
deeper meaning that i know
what goes around
comes around
whens it my turn
February 11, 2007
larry king
ok i've become obsessed
first read some media
now watching
anna nicole smith
i know in my gut
is a much happier soul
free from this earth
larry king
we talk
every few months
i run into him
in LA
CNN building
my doc is there
don't ask
he seems like a together guy
he is such a respected journalist
i hope in my heart his staff
does his show now
people talking about how she was exploited
by people in her life...while they get paid
to be on larry in different studios
her sisters pain so real, so raw
i guess it was true all along
she is a modern day marilyn
modern day just sucks
what is wrong with the people
behind the cameras
i'll never work again
anna nicole
from margaretcho.com
2/9/07
R.I.P. Anna Nicole Smith
I am very sad to hear of Anna Nicole Smith's death. She's about my age, and I used to see her around, back in the day when I used to see people around. I didn't know her well, but I always thought she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. So pale and blonde, with this incredible soft serve ice cream vulnerability, like ripe summer peaches hot from the sun, or rice pudding made from grains boiled for over a day on the stove; Anna Nicole Smith was the goddess of all things that are sweet and enveloping.
I hope that she is happy now, where she is. It is easy to picture her there, riding the clouds, her young son at her side, a million miles above the paparazzi and the tabloids, the gossip columns and the lawsuits and Bobby Trendy and Trimspa and the rest. I hope she feels thin, and nothing is bugging her, and that she doesn't have any more doubts or worries. Only puppies and kisses and love. Because she deserves that.
from me:
when i first heard of anna's untimely passing
i thought to myself not a shock, unbelievably tragic
then i got upset - it came out sideways
see i've been writing an anna nicole chunk
for my new act...due out sometime 2043
working constantly on it
now the jokes r tasteless
fuck that they were tastless to begin with
margaret said it better than anyone could
i won't pretend that i knew anna
or anything she was going through
but i feel i did -- all too familiar 2 me
now the press is jumping, haunting her in death too
following her lawyer/husband whatever
to reunite with her new born daughter
fucking more tasteless than i could even be
anything for ratings
anything to destract
from the war
last thursday
as we moved
more troops
invasion
over 100 died
it's being estimated
that's 100 lives
100 people
who will never again
be able to tell someone
one last time
that they are loved
anna your light will shine on
i hope you have peace
and happiness now
kiss daniel for me
love & light
to all
for me
tonight
PEACE - IT'S NOT JUST THE GOAL - IT IS THE ONLY WAY
2/9/07
R.I.P. Anna Nicole Smith
I am very sad to hear of Anna Nicole Smith's death. She's about my age, and I used to see her around, back in the day when I used to see people around. I didn't know her well, but I always thought she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. So pale and blonde, with this incredible soft serve ice cream vulnerability, like ripe summer peaches hot from the sun, or rice pudding made from grains boiled for over a day on the stove; Anna Nicole Smith was the goddess of all things that are sweet and enveloping.
I hope that she is happy now, where she is. It is easy to picture her there, riding the clouds, her young son at her side, a million miles above the paparazzi and the tabloids, the gossip columns and the lawsuits and Bobby Trendy and Trimspa and the rest. I hope she feels thin, and nothing is bugging her, and that she doesn't have any more doubts or worries. Only puppies and kisses and love. Because she deserves that.
from me:
when i first heard of anna's untimely passing
i thought to myself not a shock, unbelievably tragic
then i got upset - it came out sideways
see i've been writing an anna nicole chunk
for my new act...due out sometime 2043
working constantly on it
now the jokes r tasteless
fuck that they were tastless to begin with
margaret said it better than anyone could
i won't pretend that i knew anna
or anything she was going through
but i feel i did -- all too familiar 2 me
now the press is jumping, haunting her in death too
following her lawyer/husband whatever
to reunite with her new born daughter
fucking more tasteless than i could even be
anything for ratings
anything to destract
from the war
last thursday
as we moved
more troops
invasion
over 100 died
it's being estimated
that's 100 lives
100 people
who will never again
be able to tell someone
one last time
that they are loved
anna your light will shine on
i hope you have peace
and happiness now
kiss daniel for me
love & light
to all
for me
tonight
PEACE - IT'S NOT JUST THE GOAL - IT IS THE ONLY WAY
February 7, 2007
in the loft alone once again
blasting mika full volume
the new cd not on itunes
not at boarders 2 lazy 2 walk 2 blocks
its funny how stuck we get
in our space
sorry audio pause
computer settings
fixed
again how stuck we get
in our space
i flaked out tuesday
didn't write shit
didn't sleep
didn't keep it clean
WUI
i do not do
carl jung so wise, often hypocritcal
every thing that irritates
us about others
can lead us to a
greater understanding
of oursevles
no sweeter words
peace
blasting mika full volume
the new cd not on itunes
not at boarders 2 lazy 2 walk 2 blocks
its funny how stuck we get
in our space
sorry audio pause
computer settings
fixed
again how stuck we get
in our space
i flaked out tuesday
didn't write shit
didn't sleep
didn't keep it clean
WUI
i do not do
carl jung so wise, often hypocritcal
every thing that irritates
us about others
can lead us to a
greater understanding
of oursevles
no sweeter words
peace
February 4, 2007
superbowl sunday
today i watched the game
mutch to my shagrin
my brothers in town
and wanted the bears 2 take it
i picked the other team
brotherly love
ps. i want my 4 hours back
i haven't gotten into football in so long
today i just noticed color digital lines
and that the refs have numbers
that long
at a friends house in bel air
on the deck playing ping pong
i need destractions
noise behind us, a crowd talking
who is that i ask
albert brooks she says
he must be having a super bowl party
later during the half time show
can i say how average it was first
prince is performing
my friend asks her sister
does he still live back there - pointing
yes her sister says
we still get the invites to his parties
with the prince symbol
every once in a while
these are some of the days of LA
it's good to know even legends
invite their neighbors
to their parties
don't want noise complaints
i guess
that's why i do it
hmmmm
tuesday night i'm doing some schtick
at a school friends comedy night
at a joint called big fish
in glendale
it's been ages since i got on stage
and tried new material
never performed in front of people i know
knowing they were there
the pressure is on
the crowd i'm not worried about
i can turn them, some of them
anytime
but to bomb in front of my brother
kiss of death
wish me luck
mutch to my shagrin
my brothers in town
and wanted the bears 2 take it
i picked the other team
brotherly love
ps. i want my 4 hours back
i haven't gotten into football in so long
today i just noticed color digital lines
and that the refs have numbers
that long
at a friends house in bel air
on the deck playing ping pong
i need destractions
noise behind us, a crowd talking
who is that i ask
albert brooks she says
he must be having a super bowl party
later during the half time show
can i say how average it was first
prince is performing
my friend asks her sister
does he still live back there - pointing
yes her sister says
we still get the invites to his parties
with the prince symbol
every once in a while
these are some of the days of LA
it's good to know even legends
invite their neighbors
to their parties
don't want noise complaints
i guess
that's why i do it
hmmmm
tuesday night i'm doing some schtick
at a school friends comedy night
at a joint called big fish
in glendale
it's been ages since i got on stage
and tried new material
never performed in front of people i know
knowing they were there
the pressure is on
the crowd i'm not worried about
i can turn them, some of them
anytime
but to bomb in front of my brother
kiss of death
wish me luck
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