four hundred seventeen

that is the number of visits to my website since the new year. it's kind of an astonoshing number, almost makes me want to turn commenting on so i can see who you all are. but then i rethink that. i like having my own little world. where i can post whatever comes to mind and know that strangers are reading it for one reason or not. i like to think people relate to something i said, or search something and up i pop. but god knows how people find this site and come back to check it. all i know is i'm happy you're here and welcome!

my horoscope today was spot on, a trippism. it's frightening to me how on point that kind of stuff is. i've been going through the ringer lately. stress, stress, and more stress. who knew being an adult would be so much work? not me. that much i can tell you.

in less than a month, i have a scarey birthday coming up. for some reason i am deathly terrified of turning 25. i know what most are thinking -- 25 you have got to be fucking kidding me. ok maybe my grandma left out the fucking; who am i kidding grandma has a computer but she sure as hell isn't wasting her time on my website. if and when she does i know i'll hear about it. let's just hope she took her heart medication that day.

there's a new thing on here i've just noticed, i can label my posts. other blogs do it. i can barely title my ramblings. don't look for labels anytime soon.

i've been blocked, for almost three weeks now. i used to write jokes everyday. i haven't written or attempted in three weeks. somethings up..that much i can confirm to you. could be the end of the quarter and the hellacious amount of writing that comes with it. could be my lazy ass needs to motivate.

I AM A SMART ASS
SARCASTIC
CYNICAL
BITING
WITTY AT TIMES
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
ALWAYS WILL BE

ok felt i had to put that out there.

big surprises coming up for someone i love.

look out