July 28, 2006
sedaris - genius
naked by
david sedaris
brother of
the funny ass chick
from strangers with candy
sandy sedaris (i think)
got the flick on dvd
it's great
buy a ticket
go see it
david speaks the truth
read his books
naked
me talk so pretty
etc, etc
they are all good
brilliant
speak 2 me
god damn me
and my masochism
got 2 be up in 4.5 hrs
to go 2 a workshop
nervous, and excited
wish this boy luck!
July 27, 2006
tonite i celebrate the love
figures when i have 2 b up
in less than 8 hours
have a workshop tomm
psych of children @ war
interested with the state of our world
state of our nation
color of night
bruce willis
genius
u can see his peter
among other things
in this film
psychological thriller
to the max
rose, richy, bunny cunninham
so interesting
pathology and neurosis of all
from the monday night
famous group
such good study
a month without tv now
wish i could say i'm doing
100x more than b4
but its a slow process
and i miss it less
and less each day
just like heroin
i suppose
habits are hard to break
addictions almost impossible
anyone who fights their addiction
on a daily basis
i give high props 2 u
so much will power
self respect
too much psychology
back to the film
enjoy the new $ counter
of the cost of war
in iraq
unjustified -- hell yes
the counter will remain
till it's over
pray for soon
click the link
on the counter
to get soo much
more info on the
cost of this war
and what it could
b doing 4 the usa
peace and light 2 all
who may happen upon this blog
tonight i must say
an amazing show
congrats 2 the talented cast
my friends, my crew
way to go!
love ya
even if u r
bitches!!
July 26, 2006
no subject
just like any other
began
well slightly differently
with a few 8 am phone calls
i answered the 3rd call
to my amusement
it was an old friend
in la for the morning
wanting to go to breakfast
8am for me is hell
i hate being up before noon
to be frank
and true
but this estranged pal
i missed so much
and had almost forgotten
at the same time
do you know?
i was happy to hear from
and made arrangements
pick me up at the loft
in an hour
we'll do breakfast
catch up
few hours
then back on the road
agreed
it was awesome
to see them again
to reminisce (sp?)
catch up
moving to lala soon
excitement
then a lost friend
equally to my lost
but different manifestations
asked for some help
learning to drive
in this hell-a city
of traffic, assholes, etc.
i agreed.
we challenged ourselves.
she on the road.
me later with the trainer.
hardcore style.
wow!
pushed this former fatty
to heights i'd only imagined
only more to come
power on!
peace, light 2 all
love scottiscool
July 23, 2006
quotes
"in every truth, the opposite is equally true" herman hess from sidartha
watching josh bolton squirm
on meet the press
trying to dance
after tony snow
told the press
our prez
good 'ole dubya
voted against
stem cell research
saying it's murder
i really hope people are out there voting
because with the state of our nation
it's not long b4 the executive branch
orders gays into registering
and then quarantining
charging woman who execute
their RIGHT to choose
in criminal trials
oh yea
can't forget us east
the project dubya's still
workin' hard on
"spreading freedom"
my ass
IMPEACH i say
July 22, 2006
texas hold 'em
so cool
now i can email
2 da blog
from my mac
don't have to
use the confusing
website
blogs.com
or whatever
it is
it sucks
4 me
been playing
tx hold 'em
online for an hour
up 3200
someone tell me
2 quit
because i can't
such a fun game
this is
especially online
strangers
chat turned off
just me & my
stranger friends
no personalities
just the game
and us
party on wayne
party on garth!
July 21, 2006
loving missouri right about now
Deborah Scott said her department will consider the biological parents' preferences and also take into account the abuse and neglect that occurred to the child. She said that might sway the state’s decision to put a child with gay or lesbian foster parents, which, in her words, "would be confusing or add trauma to an already abused or neglected child."
The American Civil Liberties Union of Kansas and Western Missouri told reporters it questions that reasoning and asked the state for additional information. A spokesman for Gov. Matt Blunt said the governor "still believes gay foster homes aren't the best place for foster children," adding that the department shouldn't intentionally discriminate against people solely because of their sexual orientation. (Sirius OutQ News)
July 19, 2006
monday monday
DIDN'T WANT TO POST
B/C I GAVE THE LADY MY WEBSITE
SCOTTISCOOL.NET
AKWARD BUT SHE WANTED MORE
SO I DID
BUT ALL ABOUT TRUTH NOW
SO HERE GOES
it was monday
i was grocery shopping
diet coke, sprite zero
superfood, v8 low sodium
sugar free popsicles
the neccesities
for a guy to get by
without a car 2 go
2 da grocery bi weekly
i'm walking down some random isle
in pavillions
melrose and vine
ps monday is the worse day to grocery shop
fyi
she stops me
wow u got all
the good stuff
she says
i respond glibly
yea just the neccesities
we talk for a while
meaningless shit
i thought 2 myself
at the time
everything happens 4 a reason
i constanly am reminding myself
of just this fact
whatever
i had to call a cab
2 take me home
i went overboard
with the groceries
sales and what not
had like 10 bags full
$120 in food stuff
big buy for this non food shoper
got home in the cab
who didn't help me with the bags
at all -- after i tipped him 5 bucks
la for ya, fast and true
in the elevator
a nice dude
who lives a floor above me
helped me to my apartment
we talked, shot the shit
nothing serious
but a truly nice fellow
i thought as i shut my door
behind him
life
what an adveneture
don't cha think?
santa barbara trip
the vacation
not all it was
chopped up to be
the school
not all it was
chopped up to be
nice and way out there
not my cup of tea
but all and all
a good time was had
by all
and adventure 4 sure
the subject of many future
posts one shall hope
talk 2 me
for the time being
want to hear from those
who read and appreciate
what this discombobulated
brain has to regurgitate
previous comments wiped clean
starting a new
be 4 warned crazy comments
and off color rants from
the random inbreeders
who read and like to cause drama
will be deleted
and somehow banned
otherwise
fire away..
a gag gift gone totally off track in 2000
i was alone
immature
abused and tethered
incomplete 2 say the least
ms nemec was my middle school teacher
and baby sat us boys when the folks were absent
i was practically all of her classes
she didn't go to scotty's funeral
of that i am now painfully aware
maybe that was part of the grudge
after middle school we became friends
or so i thought
i would run to her classroom
fuming about something minute
inane detail of my life
she would always relieve my
immature, childish stress
we joked
we laughed
we shot the shit
ms nemec
so senior year was hell
pure and true
i skipped my junior year
and my the school decided
to make it near impossible
4 me to do
i did it anyway, so fuck them
not the point
ms nemec took the job as vice principal
of the new high school
from friend to major authority
scared that insecure boy
i reacted the only way i knew how
act out
loud and proud
take no responsibility
and the rebel yelled more more more
nemec took it upon herself
to be the police of all things minute
as the high school dictator
judy brown needed no help
still to this day that name
makes my heart skip a beat
hard core christian
heart by so many
death of a child
and so much more
innately mean she became
i can only assume
toward the end of the year
we the 1st senior class
tried 2 make a name 4 ourselves
senior pranks went a muck
so did we
it was my idea
my concept
my doing
to give ms nemec a book
dont sweat the small stuff
famously known
as she once our pal
was now the natzi of the mundane
her job judy gave her probably
but it was resented
especially by me
i bought the book
organized underground
4 all the seniors to sign
with messages of sarcasm
something nemec and i shared
once upon a time
she was just getting married
some of the spite my fellow classmates wrote
looking back was beyond crossing the line
i gave it to her anyway
feeling score 4 team scott
she did not take it lightly
now i totally get why
then i was like take a fuckin' joke
get over yourself
i was ratted out
of course
small school
insecurity abound
everyone was quick 2
place blame on me
and remove responsibility
judy brown called me into her office
to drill me about the gift
i played innocent and coy
if my cohorts are going to elude responsibility
fuckin' a -- i was going to too
and even more so than them
the questions got more intense
ms nemec cried judy told me
a ploy or truth 2 this day
i do not know
the more she toyed with my brain
the more glib, naive i became
she saw right thru me
as i did her
probably why we never got a long
after an hour of getting no where
angrily ms brown thru her planner
across the room in my direction
telling me to get the hell out of her office
i did just that
and proceeded out of the office
heading across the shopping mall
my beloved shelton had transfixed
my senior year
all of a sudden
in the foyer of a 5 story building
open to the top
i heard "mr taylor stop right there"
the voice was all to familiar
vague, fake, uncertain
it was judy
get back in my office she commanded
and stormed off upstairs
i obliged
curious what was to follow
i got off on her being vulnerable
because it exposed her true core
15 minutes later she appears again
this time with the school shrink
dr pierce still to this day
i'm uncertain what his job was exactly
she said nothing
he did all the talking
tempers are flared right now, he said
i'm perfectly calm, i thought to myself
scott return to class, he ordered
i wanted to say just what i was doing
20 minutes earlier
you schmucks
but kept my mouth closed
we'll meet on this later were pierce's closing words
we never did really discuss the incident again
i think she realized how in the wrong she was
and as an adult now i realize my part too
at the time she was the adult, i was the kid
but hell i was pushing buttons
to see her explode
and got off on it
and she could tell
to this day i wonder if ms nemec even remembers these events
and holds a grudge against me 4 my behavior
it came from a dark place
lashing out at someone i felt so close too
who all of a sudden distanced themselves
and became so detached
story of my life
and my natural reaction
act out, act back
revenge was my goal
and at 100x the level necessary
i never meant to truly hurt her
to her core it seemed i did
i love her and all she did for me
that last year of high school was a wash
and hope she forgives me
and focuses on all the goodness
as i try to now
my wish for ms judy
is that she has found some light
some peace, hope and happiness
anything to help lessen her pain
that was so apparent it was stunning
and some outlet 2 release
as we all need
i wish both ladies nothing but the best
wish and hope nemec has long forgotten
all this high school bullshit
and has forgiven me
never meant to hurt her
true 2 my core
July 16, 2006
the point
Ringo starr
Brilliant
The point
A film
Anime
Brilliance
Slightly amatuer
Yes
Message
Clear as
Crystal
Everyone
Must have
A point
Watch the flick
Buy it
Rent it
Open ur mind
Open ur soul
U will get it
July 14, 2006
online course thru blogger
doing a workshop
for my online
creative writing course
our online forum
is a blog
can i tell you lucky i am
i'm already a pro at this
shizz...thanks sean
heading to santa barbara
in 30 minutes
for a weekend
by the beach
can not wait
resort style
here i come
a vacation
just what i need
July 7, 2006
dinner with a stranger friend
I went 2 impromtu dinner tonight
After my class @ 11pm
@ the hungry cat
Downstairs from da loft
A fellow psychologist student
Called me as another fellow dropped me @ home
I answered with enthusiam
We talked....I walked up 2 da loft
Had some work 2 do b4 home, bed
10 minutes later she asks
Have u gotten a bite or still haven't had dinner?
Implying I ate @ the overpriced ghetto expensive shitty ass greasy
cafateria in the office building
How rude I thought
No I was just thinking about that
I replied slightly begrudgently
Do u wana grab a bite @ the cat
She responds
An excellent, nice resteraunt
One of my top five in hollywierd
La 4 that matter
She's totally won back my love
We make plans and meet 15 min later
Over a nice dinner and a cocktail
And an amazingly free, honest conversation
We bonded, thru her eyes I could see her soul
An amazing, brilliant, matuere, experiends soul
That she has
I'm going to santa barbra with her
Next weekend to look @ another school
And see a best friend of a prof.
To tour the town
3 days, 2 nights
She told me the school had rooms @ a motel
I told her I'd book the reservations and find
A more sophisicated place
After driving from texas 2 la
6 years ago...I vowed no more motels
They brought the check
I paid
Something I do that I really shouldn't
Can't afford like I used 2 b able 2
But everytime I'm reminded of
Skip Fioretti
Ashleys dad
The man who helped me save my teenage life
And took me in
"If ur gona pay some, pay all otherwise its my treat"
He used to always say
And I always thought so nice
Having a distant stranger friend
Buy you a meal
After good food, conversation, and a cocktail
Such good, honest, genrorous gesture
I thought
I still pay for meals
But have told myelf
4 the trip we split costs
Down the middle
We shall see
Here I go again
Ladies and gentlemen
Wish me luck
July 6, 2006
a message of hope
in responce to my rantings
on the blog
i can only assume
eternally optomistic he
me overly pesimistic
same genes?!
....hold out hope for our country and the human race. In the
U.S., slavery was legal less than 150 years ago, women gained the right to
vote less than 100 years ago, schools were racially integrated only 45 years
ago, and the casualties in Vietnam and Laos were in the tens of thousands of
Americans and millions of Southeast Asians. The push-pull ebb-and-flow of
progress / conservatism may make us look like we're going back in time, but
the pendulum will swing again in the direction of progress and growth....
July 5, 2006
billy madisson
@ a friend party
billy madisson playing on the flat screens
catching my attention
way more than the party crowd
since last year all this shit seems the same
I'm watching a movie
And blogging emails
No longer a party pep I guess
Adam sandler
Genius he
Co wrote the film
So brilliant
Misunderstood
See spanglish
True creative bro
He is
Wow today
2 many blogs
More than ever b4
Now I'm out
Till tomm at least
wacko jacko
on tmz.com
provoked me to
post this journal entry
from long ago
typing it out
4 all 2 c
the context tells the timing
in the meanwhile check the video out
at the bottom of the post
MICHAEL JACKSON...YOU SO ROCKED....USED TO BE THE SHIT
WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO THE MAN IN THE MIRROR
CORNY STATEMENT BUT FITS 2 WELL WITH THE SITUATION
ARE YOU A PSYCIC MIKE? EH MICKEY BOY?
WELL I GUESS THE JURY'S OUT -- WE WAIT BAITED BREATH
BUT NO ONE WILL KNOW THE ANSWER TO THE QUESTION
...'CEPT YOU AND ME
YOU GOTTA SEE MY SIDE...OUR SIDE...TOTALLY WANT 2 HAVE FAITH
INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY I KNOW
BUT WHERE THERE'S SMOKE -- THERE'S FIRE
SO THEY SAY
I'M DYDING FOR SIX MONTHS -- A YEAR -- 2 C UR FATE
UR TRIAL...SO ANTICIPATED...SO AWAITED
WE'RE TWO WEEKS IN NOW -- I WATCH ON FF
YOU'RE TOTALLY ECCENTRIC....SO INNOVATIVE...VERY COOL
I'D LIKE TO BELIEVE
I FEEL LIKE U KNEW THAT -- BEFORE THE SHOW WAS OVEREXPOSED
THE MIKE SHOW ONCE A MONTH OR MORE BACK THEN -- WHEN WE WERE LUCKY
IT WAS STILL EXCITING -- STILL FUN!
BUT NOW 8 TRAIL DAYS LATER
ITS OLD....YOUR A BORE
ON THAT NOTE -- YOU DO ALWAYS OUT DO YOURSELF
4 THAT THE CREDIT IS ALL URS
BUT I'M BEGINNING...LETS TAKE A HUGE STEP BACK HERE
OR TWO OR THREE -- HELL MAYBE A MILE
AND TAKE ONE GOD DAMN GOOD LONG LOOK
AT THE MAN IN THE MIRROR
AND REMEMBER ALL YOU SEE!
BE TRUE TO URSELF MIKE...
AND JOIN US BACK IN REALITY.
SEE THE VIDEO -- APPRENTLY MJ MAKES ALL HIS CASH ON COWS...YEA RIGHT
drunk sex = same as 2 dudes kissing?! wtf!
A casting call credited to Mothers Against Drunk Driving Canada proposed equating same-sex kissing with drunk driving—and incest. MADD insists it wasn’t their doing. What is the truth?
By Jerome Cleary
An Advocate.com exclusive posted July 5, 2006
I wrote an article titled “Why I’m Mad at MADD” for The Los Angeles Independent just before Memorial Day weekend. It went up online on their Web site (laindependent.com) and was on newsstands the following week, in their June 8 issue. There was an overwhelming response since I included info on whom to contact at MADD Canada and at the Screen Actors Guild. I received many e-mails and I did additional research, which revealed a lot. Many Web sites and blogs picked up my article also, and there was a lot of debate online and in e-mails.
Was it a hoax, a rumor, or the truth?
Here’s the original article and an update below:
It’s hard to understand that it is 2006 and that our world’s awareness at times can seem enlightened and at other times shockingly offensive and archaic.
I stumbled across a casting notice for a Public Service Announcement for Mothers Against Drunk Drivers Canada. This is what I read:
“Casting Notice: GUYS WILLING TO KISS ANOTHER GUY, 18 to 21, all ethnicities but leaning towards Caucasian. Everyone must be willing to kiss another guy passionately for about 10 seconds. Everyone will have to make out at the callbacks. They should seem like very regular guys. They should seem very hetero, so it is unexpected to see the guys making out. BASIC SCENARIO: Three friends completely stoned out of their minds sit in a car vegging out. The two guys in the front seat begin making out.
“After a few moments they pull away from each other, and one says: ‘Wait a minute...we’re not gay.’ A superimposed image comes up on the screen that says: ‘DRUGS SLOW DOWN YOUR REACTION TIME.’ Then another superimposed image comes up on the screen: ‘IF YOU’RE HIGH YOU CAN’T DRIVE.’ Then cut to the guy in the back seat who says: ‘Not that there’s anything wrong with that…and like, aren’t you guys brothers?’ ”
End of PSA.
So let me get this straight, no pun intended: MADD has hired an ad agency to come up with a cutting-edge new PSA to stop people from drinking or doing drugs and driving. And, coincidentally, making out with someone of the same sex now infers that homosexuality is just as bad as being drunk or high on drugs and being in a car driving? And also that this leads to incest too?
READ THE REST OF THE ARTICLE ON ADVOCATE.COM
THIS SHIT REALLY GETS MY GOAT
EVERY TIME I GIVE THE PEOPLE THE BENEFIT OF DOUBT
WE HAVE EVOLVED, WE MUST HAVE, IT'S NATURE
AND YET TIME AND TIME AGAIN I'M DISAPPOINTED
I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST BUSH
AND HIS BLIND FOLLOWERS
WHO FELT THIS WAY
PEOPLE WHO CHOOSE IGNORANCE BECAUSE ITS "BLISS"
APPARENTLY NOT
WE START A WAR WITH A COUNTRY FOR NOT AGREEING WITH
THIER POLITICS, THIER RELIGION, AND HOW MUCH $ IT WAS FOR THEIR OIL
PEOPLE THIS IS FUCKING 2006
GAYS HAVE BEEN AROUND SINCE B4 THE 1500s
DOCUMENTED FACT
PEOPLE WITH DIFFERING VIEW POINTS HAVE EXISTED
SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME
CAN'T WE ALL JUST GROW UP?
LOOK AT THINGS FROM BOTH SIDE OF THE FENCE?
FULLY, UNINHIBITED, TRUE, HONEST AND REAL
THEN DECIDE WHICH SIDE WE CHOOSE
OR HELL STRADDLE THE DAMN FENCE
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK
new pics posted
lots of pics
from my priviate collection
i posted tonight
my homies enjoy
randm strangers
better luv it
long lost pics
goo ttimes for all
for those of my buds
who i still email
forward out th website
to those i have lost email for
sweetmate that's you
plus my okc fmaily
get this party sttarted
love
ur mom
a blog 2 da family
nothing in private
in my life now
same as the mail address
scottiscool.net
just posted some adorable pics
of me and brothers as babes
thought you'd like to see
i'm loving the new site
writing journals
posting pictures
weblinks
and things i want 2 promo
i have stranger friends
reading it too
got two emails last wek
from people i didn't know
but they enjoyed
what scottiscool.net
had to say
more pics
and post coming soon
some about cousband
and how we need to hang out soon
some about trip to louisiana
and of course dave -- who is now adult
hard to grasp
not that he's much younge than me
many posts about dudley coming
don't you worry
you're already in my suto stand up act
i've been performing sparatically
grandma i love you, and frankly
could not post anything about you
expect maybe our farkle times
and my found memories of guido
and the california trips
gotta to get to okc soon
ok that is all
sorry for the mass family email
but just wanted to tell all
2 check out the pics of the brothers taylor
as youngins'
my quarter starts tomm
and i'm on my way 2 a dr in psych
a couple more quarters 4 my ba
then really want to enroll in
the 5 year program
to get my doctorate degree
and yes, fyi
you all will b required
to call me DR. SCOTT
no excuses
love you all and miss you,
scott
(your favorite relative, by far)
almost 1 am
Trying to sleep
Still massive fireworks
Going on dat I hear lodly
Thru the bay windows of my lofy
Don't they know its
July 5th already
Give it a break
night b4 school starts again
Its midnight
Didn't sleep much last night
Was couting on early 2 bed
Got 2 be up @ 8 am
School b4 11am
Shrink @ 3
Dui class @ 6
Almost done with that shit
Thank god!
Me fighting my wishes
Up still reading about
Stand up & da art of it
And watching punchline
I like to be consestant
What can u say?
Packed my bag
"Danger is my bag"
Satualle (sp?)
Full of things 2 read
On my 4+ hrs
On the mta
Love my life
Close 2 b driving again
And a new cae
Nervous
Excited
Heard thru the grapvine
Hillarious kathy g
Is going thru hardcore seperation
Extortion
When the good gets going
Along comes the shit
I love that firey redhead
And know she'll come thru
on the top
More so top than b4
Work thru it
Friend I met sociallu
A couple of times
Team redhead
Ok my angel is saying
Go 2 bed punk
My devil so doesn't agree
Stop bloggin
1st step
In the rite direction
Happy 4th of july
All 2 of u who read this ;)
Go c inconvent truth
And if u have the courage
What happend 2 the electric car
Amazing docs those 2 films
A must c for all in my brain
Scott out....haha
July 4, 2006
July 2, 2006
big brother 7 uk
most entertaining
show i've ever seen
even if its just clips
over u tube
the greatest invention
btw
u tube
check out shabazz
loose his shit
time and time again
this guy is great
why he choose to leave
so early in the game
is my loss
on the slight chance
anyone in ausie
is reading this
a google search
or something
i bet of you
post more of this show
on u tube
or let me know
how i can get a tape
what is a tape anyway?! ;)
the greatest big brother contestant ever
July 1, 2006
an email from me 2 the brosef
Monkeys talk about turtles up the butt
They are crazy ass mother fuckers
But def not civilized to create they're own emails
Sorry monkeys are wild
And out of control
Death 2 monkeys
And the gays
Both are destroying our society
quit smoking
Its been 3 days
I find myself
Lusting after
Needing to sniff
Anything with the
Cigg smell
Addiction this is
Yes
Three days
Sorta
Snuck 2 cigs
But hell that's good
Remebering being
A 2 pack a day boy
Lately 3/4 pack
I like to think
Wish me luck
as i power on
a non smoker
hopefully
hell this is
Bias