no more rehab

just finished
my last
court ordered
class
4 ever

i say that
because
i plan on
having no
more court
ordered classes
evah

i've been typing blogs lately
in a word processor of sorts
takes the fun out of blogging
spell check, grammar check
red underlines
self conscious what?

talked to adam tonight
god it's been a while
every time that kid
drags it all back up
in me

how come i can't quit you
jake said in brokeback
story of my life

lebanon
mel
the state of the world
stirred up by w
and his father's
old cabinet
i'm too far gone
to talk about it

time to call the shrink
and up my meds!