a year ago today

at four something in the morning
a year ago today
the most beloved person in my life
thus far i keep telling myself hoping
left this earth in search of a bigger truth
my mamaw - still tear up typing or saying her name
she was earth's greatest
4 me

ok tears
time to change the subject
of course
disassociation
i've learned in school
but fuck it works for me

didnt see american idol last night
but saw the clips
ryan seacrest said something like 65m votes
more than any president in our history
right, 4 prez u can't vote twice yes
but seriously was that a nessisary refrence
sad, sad, sad, no?

speaking of the prez
bush
our lost leader
what's going on in dc
i wonder often
what he does before he goes to bed
we all do it
go to sleep each night
some have a routine
some it's random
some blackout
some passout
some drug out
but what does georgie do?
think he prays?
to who?
for what?

scott is cool
out